Diary Entries

I should have started this blog from the first time I saw you. As I check my iPhone, I do have entries posted in some days and all of them are about you. As I look on these entries, I noticed that I had slowly fallen for you as the days have gone by...

*June 6 2010, 4.43am:

"I can't wait for badminton. I want to see you so bad"

*June 7 2010, 4.47am:

He was so happy last night. He seems to be enjoying with whom he is texting with. This person is the most lucky guy ever.

I did enjoy being with him but felt really jealous.

I like you a lot. I want to spend more time with you other than our once a week meetings.

I can't stop thinking about you....

*June 9 2010, 8.02am

Yesterday was weird. Work was so hectic it gave me a headache.

Got to attend a lot of meetings and trainings. Did an OT for around 3 hours.

Finally I got a text from him. It's about him dyeing his hair black. He claims that he looks like an emo. I think it's cool. I can't wait to see him :-)

*June 10, 2010, 12.22PM

I miss him. I can't wait till Sunday. At least thinking about him makes me forget all the pressure at work.

*June 15, 2010, 8.48PM

It's been a while. Last Sunday was the best ever! I got to spend more time with him than ever before!

He was so cute! I felt like I was floating in the clouds! The way he whispered in my ears were like heaven.

I will forever keep our picture taken that time. I have fallen for him. I can't stop thinking about him.

Advanced happy birthday to you...

*June 17, 2010, 8.37 AM

I hope wherever you are, whatever you are doing, you are safe. I care a lot for you.

I do not know what will happen this Saturday. It will be your birthday. It doesn't matter if I don't get invited to your party. As long as I still  get to see you on Sunday. I will be giving you a gift. I still don't know what to give you.

God I miss you so much. I have really fallen for you.

*June 21, 2010, 4.25PM

Greeted him a happy birthday. Gave my gift yesterday. It's official, I'm in love with him.

*July 19, 2010, 1.28AM

Had fun at the tourny since he was there. My heart leaped at the moment I saw him.

I'm so in love with you.

*July 26, 2010, 9.01AM

I want to see you again so bad. O finally won 2 games and played my first ever 3-setter. I wish you were there.

Thanks for at least replying to my PM last night. I appreciate that so much.

*August 7, 2010, 11.31PM

He thanked me at a reply that I made to his post. Texted him if he wants to go out but never got a reply.

OMG, I really want to see him or talk to him again. I'm so in love with you...

*August 16, 2010, 10.46AM

A.J. What a small world. Two of my agent's know him. One was his student and one was his schoolmate. He will be his new possible partner. My world has ended.

I will stay with you till the very end. Always remember that I will always love you...