I was actually referring to the eve of his partner's birthday. Tomorrow will be his birthday, September 3. I'm sure they will be together, celebrating the occassion...
He actually made up with his partner yesterday. Just got the news today. I want to feel happy for you but I couldn't. I'm happy as long as you're happy. I should be. I cant..
I suppose the few moments that I was happy last Sunday (Monday morning) will be something that I can cherish forever. I really thought that it was over between you two and I may finally come in and start things a new. Maybe it was not meant to be but I am not giving up.
I like you a lot RC... trying to work while bearing a heavy heart is hard. Trying to hold back tears at work is quite difficult. I shouldn't be affected by this at all. Why do I have to fall for you?
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